...The secret is to not ignore the spark when it happens. I could have just returned my new tenor and purchased one that was easier for me to play. Then I would have missed out on the revelation I received in both my sax playing and singing. Don't disregard a spiritual "spark" moment just because it pricks your feelings or rubs you the wrong way. Examine the scriptures to see if it lines up. If so, it may be a tool God is using to lift you out of a hole that you have been trapped in and bring new revelation to your life.